This is my first post in a while so hello and welcome back or welcome for the first time to my blog. The content and style of this post are a bit different from the usual content that I like to present here but I pray that God would use my lacking words to encourage us all to seek salvation for the lives of the lost.
Praise be to you God, Lord of Hosts. You are sovereign above the heavens and the earth. You carry all creation in your mighty hand, Holy and perfect in all of your ways. God I pray that I would never forget the moment when I encountered the fullness of your tender love and shattering grace. You called my rebellious heart by name, through the deafness of my ears. You condemned my flesh to death and proclaimed your victory over my life.
You are my justifier, my Lord, and my greatest possession. As the waves of my wretchedness crashed against my fragile pride and vain heart, the light of your salvation and the shining radiance of Christ illuminated the path to life. Lord may these words be not my own but may I be but a humble mouthpiece to be used by your Holy Spirit. May I die so that you may be exalted, may your glorious name be magnified. Jesus, I love you, have your way in my life and may the delight we have in you exceed all things.
In the precious name of Jesus, Amen.
Tonight was an opportunity graciously given to us by God to proclaim the truth of his Word and to share the love that we have in Christ. I am overwhelmed with joy and encouraged to know that God is doing incredible things through the Church here on our campus. God in his sovereignty has planted seeds in the hearts of those who still do not yet know his name. Let us contend for these seeds, that the lives of those who are lost would be regenerated and thus able to receive the fullness of the powerful gospel of Jesus Christ.
This post is less aimed at reviewing the events of today’s meeting to stand for life. I was not even there physically to be able to observe anything pertaining to it. I am certain many people within our Body here in Berkeley can give more elaborate descriptions of the latter discussions during tonight’s events so please feel free consult them. Additionally, I do not wish to create more discourse about political contentions that pervade our fragmented world. God may you have all justice and mercy. Therefore, I want to briefly address the matters in which many were involved and instead focus on how God moved my heart during the brief but striking comments made concerning SR 19/20-032. I hope that the we as the Church can praise God for his gracious outpouring of hearts to see salvation happen in our campus communities. Let us be stirred up to love, humility, and wisdom in all that we do for the name of Jesus.
I now briefly turn my attention to the part of the night where I was absent.
With wariness I say this:
I do not believe that this moment of standing together in representation of our Lord Jesus Christ was about us. In our world it is so easy for our hearts to be dismayed and troubled knowing that we are under attack. We are quick to feel victimized but persecution is promised for those who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus. Cast your eyes away from these thoughts brothers and sisters. Beloved, I pray that we would all hold fast to the Word of God, its Truth, to know that we need not defend our reputations, but instead the integrity of the Gospel.
It is in moments like these where our hearts seek to justify ourselves, to explain, elaborate, and persuade. There are moments for that but remember that we can justify no one. God is our justifier, our refuge, and strength.
Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trial when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice insofar as you share Christ’s sufferings, that you may also rejoice and be glad when his glory is revealed. If you are insulted for the name of Christ, you are blessed, because the Spirit of glory and of God rests upon you.
1 Peter 4:12-24
Now on to what God has put on my heart.
Candidly, I was only able to be present in the chambers of the ASUC Senate for less than ten minutes. Within that time, all I heard were the cries and pleas of two Palestinian students. However, ten minutes was more than enough time for my heart to ache and grow heavy with the weight of their dread. Each word they spoke was sharp and charged with a conviction founded in desperation. Each utterance echoed throughout the chamber as they emanated rage, c o n f u s i o n, fear, and broken/ness.
In a matter of seconds, the evil and the consequences of a world broken by sin became all too apparent.
Church, my heart could not help but splinter as a single thought continuously made its course in my mind.
Lord, they need you. Oh how desperately does this world need your love and grace... For they cannot escape their darkness.
Although the situation before these individuals and communities seem dire, I pray that we would not cast our gaze upon the turmoil and the agonies of the world without remembering the hope we have in Christ.
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy, he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you
1 Peter 1:3-4
Lord, I pray that we, your servants, would have compassion on those lost in the darkness. Let our hearts not grow mild to the saving power of your mighty Gospel. May our gentleness and love be found in your Holy Spirit so that we would not stand idle or unresponsive to your will.
These senators, staff members, students, and communities who do not know you are dead in their sins. Lord they are blind and cannot see you, they hear words but do not comprehend your majesty and holiness. Their hearts work in vain to satisfy and justify themselves before the eyes of man. The extent of your grace is like a seed that finds rocky soil in their hearts. Lord, may you till that soil into fertile ground. God have mercy on them. May your Church work diligently and lovingly to contend for these souls. These are men and women created in your image Lord. Yet, currently as they are, they are hopeless, they are drowning in the midst of the suffocating darkness, choking on the weight of their tribulations.
Lord, give us strength to minister to them with love that is patient and kind. Let the light of Christ pierce through the shadows enveloping their souls. May our own hearts be heavy with conviction from the Holy Spirit to preach the Gospel and to remember the beauty of your resurrection. May we seek your glory, Christ, so that we can preach through praise of your Holy name.
My heart yearns for these people to come to know Christ. Only through Christ can they receive true peace, security, and hope. Church, let us not relent. We must continue to contend for these souls, let us intercede for them to repent and to declare Christ as Lord of their lives. For Christ did not relent when we were foreigners to his kingdom.
And if anyone who is directly involved in this dilemma is reading this post for whatever reason, I want to share the greatest gift I could possible offer to you. It is not any policy, promise, nor community that can grant you everlasting security or peace. You were born into this world as a sinner who is hostile to a Holy and Perfect God. A God who must punish sin with his justice and wrath. However, our debt against him was settled by the death, burial, and resurrection of Jesus Christ, the son of God. God sent his son down to the earth in his loving kindness as a part of his grand plan to save us, men and women made in his own image. Christ lived a perfect life as a man who walked upon the earth, the only man who did not sin against God. Therefore, when he was crucified in place of us, he became the perfect sacrifice to atone for our sins. Through his death and resurrection, we are offered an opportunity to have a new life that we are able to live for the sake of God who saved us. This is a promise offered to you if you choose to repent of your sins and declare Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior. Salvation, eternal life with God, and full satisfaction through Christ. I implore you, turn away from the things of this world that cannot save you and instead turn toward the face of Christ who loves you and yearns for you. It’s not an easy or light commitment to make, but it has radically transformed my life in a manner I cannot describe in words alone. Jesus Christ is the greatest gift I have received in my life and I extend this gift to you in love. May Christ be exalted in all.
Lastly, I encourage y’all to read Zephaniah as it paints a beautiful image of God’s grand narrative for salvation through Christ. However, I isolate these verses in particular as I believe they shine light upon the hope that we can cling to for the sake of the lost. I pray the essence of these verses would be a prayer on our hearts for those we saw tonight in that chamber and elsewhere to receive.
9 “For at that time I will change the speech of the peoples
to a pure speech,
that all of them may call upon the name of the Lord
and serve him with one accord.
10 From beyond the rivers of Cush
my worshipers, the daughter of my dispersed ones,
shall bring my offering.
11 “On that day you shall not be put to shame
Zephaniah 3:9-13
because of the deeds by which you have rebelled against me;
for then I will remove from your midst
your proudly exultant ones,
and you shall no longer be haughty
in my holy mountain.
12 But I will leave in your midst
a people humble and lowly.
They shall seek refuge in the name of the Lord,
13 those who are left in Israel;
they shall do no injustice
and speak no lies,
nor shall there be found in their mouth
a deceitful tongue.
For they shall graze and lie down,
and none shall make them afraid.”




